may circumstances may be different from some, age 63 soon like October Most important people in my life? i would rather not say at this point,but they are here, and then there is me,and it could be all about me, and about what is important to me, of course i am beginning to believe that
t i am in the wrong country and among the wrong people,to ever have any achievement or success
My time i cannot put to use as i would like, money and surroundings ad to this frustration, i am surrounded by people who do not allow functioning, yuma,arizona a backward prejudice place if ever there was
what have been my ambitions, "Ambition Cromwell is an animal to be shunned" i have believed that most of my life and will continue to believe that.
are there things i would have liked to accomplished, of course, opulent wealth, my Theme Parks, restaurants custom houses and car plane boat design architecture,all of it,at some point i would have liked to put my fingers in,
goals as anyone who reaches such ages, the day, breathing continued health,but in my instance,it is only from one drab day to the next,with no hope of ever having. i am not among the people i need to be among,
should i blame myself? i don.t know, i do not want to admit to being that stupid or inept, or blind,or unknowledgable,